In search of a Father
In search of a dad
That never truly loved me
Ended up laying with a man
To make myself feel complete
Allowed satan to take
My joy and my peace
But now I’m takin back what the devil stole from me
Ever since I can remember I’ve always been mad
Was labeled as bad
But was really wishing I had a real earthly dad
Don’t get me wrong I love my heavenly King
He is my world, my Jehovah everything
But in the natural I feel like I’m searching for a man
When I need to be searching for God’s plan
To take my life all over this land
To the nations
His elevation
Comes with constellation
He is my motivation
Since the creation
I’ve come to the realization
That no matter how hard I look
I’ll never find in a person what the devil took
But this enemy, no this thief has to repay his debt seven
times
The number of completion
To my spirit, soul, and mind
The time is now for me to conquer this demon
I’m getting sick and tired of his plotting and scheming
To seduce my mind and make me feel
Like my heart will never heal
Nor the pain that I conceal
The emotions are oh so real
But with Jehovah Rapha even my emotions can be healed
Daddy I love you, I wish this were true
But sometimes I don’t know if love is possible with you
Why did you hurt me,
Why didn’t you care
God had to pick up the broken pieces that you couldn’t bear
This generational curse has to end here
Or I fear
That it will trickle down the bloodline
And poison the minds
Of my brothers and sisters
Who will in no wise
Realize
This injustice
Or this tragedy
Yes, this generational curse of self-hate has got to end
with me
So I choose this day to release the pain
And remain in the arms of my real Father, You know His name
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